PAHINGA

by Elyzza Villamer

May mga times ba na feeling mo parang walang nangyayari sa buhay mo? Na parang kahit na ginagawa mo naman lahat ng best mo, feeling mo hindi pa rin sapat?

Minsan kahit na anong gawin mo, parang hindi pa rin sapat at patuloy pa rin ang mga problema.

I know what I need to do is pray. But at that time, I didn’t know how. I’m so lost. My mind is full of questions about what else I need to do. How do I move on? Paano ko ba masosolusyonan ang mga problemang ito?

Last month, nasa ganung state ako. I’ve done a lot, but somehow things didn’t go the way I expected them.

Then at Wednesday Feast, during worship, I heard these lines:

“𝑺𝒂 𝒑𝒂𝒈𝒔𝒊𝒌𝒂𝒑, 𝒑𝒂𝒈𝒉𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒍 𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒈𝒂 𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒑𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒑.
𝑰𝒏𝒂𝒔𝒂 𝒔𝒂 𝒔𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒍𝒊 𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒉𝒂𝒘𝒂, 𝒔𝒂 𝒚𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒑 𝑴𝒐 𝒊𝒕𝒐’𝒚 𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒂𝒈𝒑𝒖𝒂𝒏”

Isa sa mga paborito kong kanta ng Feast Worship ang Pahinga. Hearing those lines reminded me what I really needed — PAHINGA.

Nakalimutan kong magpayakap kay Lord nung mga araw na yun. Inasa ko lahat sa sarili ko. I’m trying so hard to fix everything. To make things work in my own strength. I refused to have an intimate time with the Lord. Pero oo nga pala, ginawa ko na ang mga dapat kong gawin. Si Lord na ang bahala. Because if God is willing, He will make it happen.

In those days when we feel lost, maybe all we need is to pause and rest. Hindi lang break o bakasyon, Kundi Pahinga kasama si Lord.

Let’s be reminded that true rest is trusting God.

Magpayakap tayo kay Lord.

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